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Once upon a time, there lived a little girl. More than anything in the whole wide world, this little girl wanted to be loved. She searched many, many foreign places for love. She kissed many toads for love. She loved and she loved and she loved. The more she loved, the harder it became. Her tiny little heart was fading. Layers and layers of molten skin were binding her. Finally, the little girl exploded. She began lashing out at everything and everyone in sight. Bolts of lightning were striking all she touched and did not touch. She began to spin out of control. As she spun, rings and rings were spinning off of her painting the earth. Many colors began flying throughout the air. Suddenly, she was naked. She looked into the water and there, she found her love. Now, to find the prince…

Tuesday, May 31, 2011

NC Road Trip






"Light at the end of the tunnel" ~ my mom said, "I always wondered what that looked like". My energy was drained during this trip. Am so glad to be back at home. Perhaps I will blog about it, perhaps not. Still taking it all in. Yet, in some ways, it was very much like seeing the light at the end of the tunnel. Like a "lightbulb" comes on. You gain perspective. You gain wisdom. You lose what is no longer needed.




Sunday, May 15, 2011

My World Is Waking Now...



My world is waking now



where does that leave me?






In a place



In a dream



Where I never meant to be






My world is waking now



where does that leave me?






To stand alone



To weather the season



Sharing moments



Where all was



Yet nothing is



Reality






Feeling brave



feeling strong



feelings



like a rubber band



all wrapped up



bursting out



flying loose



yes



that's me






My world is always awake



including



the likes of you






No difference



no pretense



spice flowing



regardless



of your world waking up now






Totally



free

Saturday, May 14, 2011

Before The Rain



The skies were as blue as blue can be

suddenly

the darkness came

yet

it was only rain

winds blew

refreshing all

darkening

awakening

to the sweet smell

of everything alive



Tuesday, May 10, 2011

Mother Nature

Mother nature

be gentle upon us

as I look

at the doves

living amongst my land

we are all

sentient beings

seeking shelter

from the

wrath of a turbulent nature

give us time

to nurture

to love

this is my prayer to thee

mother nature

earth being

the center of me






Different Love

When one can sit

in total content

not a complaint in the world

there

you find

true happiness


The mere existence

of love

exists

in everything

surrounding

connecting to one

is connecting to all

presence

boundless


When one can sit

in content with oneself

love

speaks

in different languages


The love I feel

for many

is the same

yet

expressed differently


Today I sit

content

surrounded

being

love

co-creator

of my life


Just like the iris

blooming

dropping seeds

yet lovingly

being

just me



Saturday, May 7, 2011

Art Making Art

14" x 18" Acrylic with ink on Canvas



The video camera stared at me from across the room...




Magic created a playful tune




Capturing the moment




The stillness of the day




Blinds closed




Insides opening




as we began to play









Passion soaring




as the strokes were pouring




trembling




as one might say




refrain from touch




unlikely today









Artists




experiencing




creating art









Actors pretending




reality astray









A kiss




at the end of day









Creation creating




one hell of a play









Guilt washed away




may the magic




stay




forever




this day









An artist creating art




is what remains




beauty surrounds




reality awakes




to touch




and be touched




a wonderful gift




...humans love to play









Still learning



striving

to capture the moment




we'll get it right




as in love and time




loving in a place




where there is




no time




nor space