To Scream Silently

To scream silently

is still a scream

I have so many hidden pains

which all I can do

is release

To scream silently

for the unfortunates

of life

Many would say

"you made your bed, now lie in it"

Me, on the otherhand,

understand

why life is the way it is

Today

I can only love and say

I am screaming silently for your loss

for your loss of yourself

and your life

as it is embedded

here and now

I only tried to help

But you want me to do what???

Beginning my journey...

or...

becoming aware

of my journey

State of Being

Blissful

A state of being

Creative

Expressive

Joy

Love

Connected to the universe

Abundance

Grateful

Amazingly

Beautiful

Positively

Wonderful

A state of being

Blissful



Dragonfly Tattoo

"Focus on living in the moment.  By living in the moment you are aware of who you are, where you are, what you are doing, what you want, what you don't want, and make informed choices on a moment to moment basis."

"This ability lets you live your life without regrets like the great dragonfly."

"The eyes symbolizes the uninhibited vision of the mind and the ability to see beyond the limitations of the human self.  Rising from materialism to be able to see beyond the mundane into the vastness that is really our universe, and our own minds."

 

Loving The Wild

I've been pondering...

why married men cheat?

What has been causing

this attraction I seem to be creating?

Appears I answered my own question...

Pondering...

why married men cheat?

Now I know.

A week ago

I was with my married friend

Today I learned of his newborn child

My daughter had lots of  words

to describe him

As I searched in the fog of clouds

for truth

I attracted him

for I needed to know

why married men cheat

Christians profess to be christians

yet live a lie

Animal instinct

is in hold

My grandmother once told me

"men will be men"

yet

last week

I was a woman

being with a married man

My answer to this is

I "thought" I understood

where his misery derived from

Yet today

I stand

with

"Don't profess to be anything that you are not"

If one desires to be married

then be married

and leave the rest of us alone

My sympathy ran out

the day you said "I do"

Me

I am not married anymore

and to be quite honest

I enjoy

the variety,

the newness

of new loves

 But....

No more phonies

Be who you are

Be a man