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Once upon a time, there lived a little girl. More than anything in the whole wide world, this little girl wanted to be loved. She searched many, many foreign places for love. She kissed many toads for love. She loved and she loved and she loved. The more she loved, the harder it became. Her tiny little heart was fading. Layers and layers of molten skin were binding her. Finally, the little girl exploded. She began lashing out at everything and everyone in sight. Bolts of lightning were striking all she touched and did not touch. She began to spin out of control. As she spun, rings and rings were spinning off of her painting the earth. Many colors began flying throughout the air. Suddenly, she was naked. She looked into the water and there, she found her love. Now, to find the prince…

Monday, August 29, 2011

A Memory



The breath of your kiss upon my lips




the gentleness of your fingers exploring




the scent of you exciting me




the newness entering my being




bringing ecstasy








Days of old




gone




yet not forgotten

Thursday, August 25, 2011

Turtle Love

A co-worker came into my office this morning and said, "Holly, the most amazing thing just happened!" She said she went outside this morning to feed the birds and 50 feet from her door were 2 turtles. She then asked me, "Have you ever seen 2 turtles mating or do you even know how they mate?". I thought about it and realized I'd never thought about it before and asked her how they mate. She was totally in "awe" while talking to me. To continue her story, she said she then went back in her house to find a camera, but it didn't work. When she went back outside, the male turtle was on top of the female with his 2 legs down under some leaves, and he was moving his front legs as though he were swimming and the turtle was humping away.

I guess to respect their privacy, she then went back inside and had her breakfast. When she returned outside, the male turtle was gone. Her and her husband looked everywhere for him. She said to her husband, "where could he be". Her husband replied, "he went off for beer and cigarettes!".


So I looked up on you tube turtles mating. It was quite amazing! The male had his mouth opened and deep down his throat you could see whatever I was seeing ... something like a diamond shape vagina opening and closing as he humped. Again, quite amazing!

Tuesday, August 23, 2011

The Beach

I was born in Wilmington, NC - the place they say the hurricane is going to land. The hurricane named "Irene". I've often thought of returning to the beach to live, but, as always, never carry through. Perhaps it is the thoughts of hurricanes visiting. Probably not. It is the thought of too much sand. I like or rather I love visiting the beach but my heart soars more towards the mountains, higher ground.

I wonder as I type these words, who am I typing to. Nobody in particular. Only expressing what my soul encounters. Feeling very lucky to feel all that I do.




My heart glides



like a roller coaster



cruising the facts of life



encountering love



in every facet



holding my ground



with no one around



even the hurricane



won't get me down



trusting truth



without a doubt



living life



being human



hard for some



yet



easy will come



when letting go



with the heart



heart of the matters



as the song goes

Wednesday, August 17, 2011

Rain Prist

I watched "Dances With Wolves" this weekend. I had forgotten how much I truly enjoyed this film. Tonight, I am watching a documentary about the filming of this film, which only confirms why I love this film. Native Americans are so real. They touch the core of you. Yes, my great grandmother was Cherokee. Indians are not wild. They are gentle, living from the soul of their being. White men paint them red. Yet, to me, the color "red" is passion. Spirit.


Pink Skies

Pink skies

morning delight

open eyes

no disguise

I've seen many men

lost

under woman's control

nowhere to go

love lost

feelings tossed

closed mouth

holding it in

open up

let it out

freedom breathing

shed it all

history past

live today

while it lasts

Sunday, August 14, 2011

Collide



Kid Rock - Collide (Feat. Sheryl Crow

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Sunday, August 7, 2011

Trusting Love

12" x 16" Acrylic with ink, glitz on Canvas


Love me enough


to trust me


to be loved


A love so innocent


opens me up


Love me enough


to trust me


to be loved


I trust you


to


love me enough




Wednesday, August 3, 2011

Florida Sunset

My daughter left for Florida last weekend with her boyfriend and her boyfriend's mother. This is the pic she sent me last night. Today, she text me saying they had to go to an attorney's office to sign papers so her boyfriend's mother could get her grandfather's fiddle, which her grandfather made, out of her aunt's house. Her boyfriend's mother plays a guitar and sings in a band here in Nashville. Anyway, the next text I received, Beth said they were driving now with the fiddle and Aunt Stonny's ashes in a jelly jar in the trunk. I thought, "what"? She then text me telling me her boyfriend had a very interesting family. I asked her, "where are you taking Aunt Stonny's ashes"? She replied, "I love it! We spread her ashes at her own house, then to a neighbor's house who took very good care of Aunt Stonny, and then the beach. Aunt Stonny is everywhere!" I could only smile.