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Once upon a time, there lived a little girl. More than anything in the whole wide world, this little girl wanted to be loved. She searched many, many foreign places for love. She kissed many toads for love. She loved and she loved and she loved. The more she loved, the harder it became. Her tiny little heart was fading. Layers and layers of molten skin were binding her. Finally, the little girl exploded. She began lashing out at everything and everyone in sight. Bolts of lightning were striking all she touched and did not touch. She began to spin out of control. As she spun, rings and rings were spinning off of her painting the earth. Many colors began flying throughout the air. Suddenly, she was naked. She looked into the water and there, she found her love. Now, to find the prince…

Tuesday, July 31, 2012

Celebrate


Celebrate
a love lost
a mistake fixed

Celebrate
a new beginning
an old ending

Celebrate
life is melancholy
the good with the bad

Celebrate
realizing
the difference

Celebrate
knowing
the difference

Celebrate
a love lost
a love gain

Celebrate
the
Truth

Life is
what it is
sometimes good
sometimes not so good

Celebrate
life

The going
keep going
Celebrate
the diverse
the difference
the uniqueness
of everyone being different

Celebrate
breathing
living
loving

No one is perfect
yet
we all are

In my own
unique way

We make up
the universe
differences
appreciated

We are one



Wednesday, July 25, 2012

Sunflower


I could reflect upon my son
the one who tried to steal my inheritance
I could reflect upon the married men
Whom I won't mention by name

Instead I reflect upon the earth
The beauty of a small flower
Blooming
In this large cosmos
called life
I am a small speck
universal
yet small

The beauty of a flower blooming
with the universe in the background
gives flavor
to this thing called life

A small seed planted
growing to maturity
which same as life
dies
only to bloom again

A small flower
gives such
earthly pleasure
if only to me
I am a small speck
in this enormous universe
blending with time
which only exists
in a place
where there is no time
no space
only
to
be

Earthly Pleasures

Discovering earthly pleasures
as a spiritual being
brings about
amazing findings

Discovering earthly pleasures
as a spiritual being
takes upon focus
who is in control

Discovering earthly pleasures
awakening to the morning sunshine
and all is love
the divine
working
connecting
to the universe

One may think they are in control
One may ask and shall receive
but the final situation
is how it is suppose to be

As the saying goes
you may not get what you want
but you get what you need

Still standing
still abundance of love
in life
for that is
and all that will be

Love

Tuesday, July 17, 2012

Steamboat Springs Rainbow


After the thunderstorm
when the rain has stopped
a beautiful scene
forgets me not
As if the gold
sparkles
illuminating
the hidden
What better way
to feel all
life offers
Simplicity
speaks loudly
yet softly
Nature's beauty
quietened

Saturday, July 14, 2012

Thunderstorm Love



Discovering love with a thunderstorm
Waves of energy
flowing
opening

Discovering love with a thunderstorm
Lightning
jolting
bolting
temperature rising

Discovering love with a thunderstorm
Becoming one
blissfully
accepting

Thunderstorm love
rain purifying
touching the gods
sweetness
of the honey

Love

I choose my life

as a sexual being

enjoying all the earthly pleasures

on this physical plane

Love

I choose

Love

Thunderstorm Love

Exciting

Enticing

Romantically

Inviting

I choose love


Monday, July 9, 2012

Souless Being

Did I look into a soul
of a souless being
Everyone
has a soul

Yet
I saw emptiness
of a being so harsh
All I could do was
let my light shine
upon darkness

He left me
draining
my energy
yet
he left
me

He could have hurt me
yet
he left me

Speaking quietly
unto myself

I know what I saw
and what could have been

Forever grateful
for what is

Take me to love
not to predators
Take me to love
fulfill my wish

Who am I speaking to
life
endeavors
consciously seeing
the difference
in what is
and what could have been

I am lucky






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Wednesday, July 4, 2012

Monday, July 2, 2012

Harry Potter's World


My daughter grew up during the "Harry Potter" era.  It was mystical, magical.  Today is her 19th birthday and she is presently at Harry Potter's World in Orlando.  She left this past weekend with her boyfriend and his family and will return this weekend.   All the years that have passed since she was born is exactly that...magical, mystical.  We went to every movie, bought every book. 

True love?  My beautiful family!

Sunday, July 1, 2012

True Love

My heart searches for true love
memories
upon memories
races through my mind

The past aches
things which need to be forgotten
yet remembered

To take me to the place of reality

The old, the cruel
awakening
to find the place of love

I remember you
the man who stole my heart
Today
I give it all back to you

You saved my soul, my heart, my love
from being
forever scorched
into the deadness
of uglinesss

I will
forever
love
you