Flowers

My daughter's boyfriend brought me flowers for my birthday

I adore flowers

the sexuality of a flower

It reminds me of our human organs

Sex

in a flower

blosssoming

dying

being reborn

It is New Year's Eve

a night of the flower

May soulmates meet

may soulmates greet

the night of the flower

The canvas

a life of love

staring at me

to become

Flowers

what a magical power

let it become

Mother, Sinner, Saint

Mother, sinner, saint holds so true

to be a mother, a sinner, and a saint

times are

what they are

with this mother

it is a fight

to the bitter end

No, mom's not going to retirement home

is this the theme of a new song

no

only the love, the life of the same old song

mom's not going to retirement home

Experiencing the love the life of my newborn son

he is so great so magnificent

2 more yet to come

My kids

they are mine you know

with or without me

they are mine

Life, circumstances

we are behold

They are mine

you know

To enjoy

the converses

of a mom and her son

they are so much fun

To see

life exerperiences

and how they become

They are mine

the life of a single mom

Am so proud of each and every one

the life of a single mom

Each soooo different

depending on the life of the single mom

Their love is so great

so magnificent

sooooo unheading

not dependent on the life of the single mom

Each and every one

so full of love, and joy and happiness

Sooo happy

to be the mother

of the single one

What can I say

I love my kids

and more

I love them in spite of

the life of the single mom

Seasons

It was 70 today.

Middle of December.

Seasons changing.

So am I.

Winter is coming.

What's no longer needed

dies.

Relationships.

Friendships.

Nature takes the ride.

Unpredicted.

All anew.

What once was.

Is totally in review.

Kneeling with nature.

Heaven above.

What's left is earthbound.

Prejudices judged.

Not in my world.

I see yet not accept.

Love is all.

Nature is good.

The phrase comes to me...

there is nothing to hold onto

in the spiritual world.

So true. So hard. So factful.

So experienced.

Is there a spiritual in a natural world?

Hmmmm.

I only know what I feel.

A spiritual being

being in a natural world.

What are the secrets?

What are the mysteries?

Experience.

Only one can learn.

History beyond

history withholds

history changes

so with the bold.

A wonderous life

is much to behold

Magic in the moon

no longer bestoys.

The stars, the moon, the sun follows me

I do not obey

to a weatherstorm loom.

My heart so full of love

let live and live

just for today.

Harmony

In Love With The Possible

"When you have the profound awakening that you are part of a cosmic process that's going somewhere, you find yourself falling more deeply in love with what's possible than you are with what has already happened. And this shift inevitably challenges almost all of your values and beliefs, including your ideas about what it means to love another person. What are the conscious and unconscious values that inform your relationships with other people? Are those relationships primarily based on the past—on shared personal history and outdated cultural ideals? Or are they evolutionarily inspired, informed by the understanding that we're part of a process that's ever-aspiring to go somewhere new? Are your relationships alive with the evolutionary impulse, with a shared love for what's possible? Once we awaken to them, these future-oriented spiritual values are going to impact, in the most profound way, every notion we have of what life is supposed to look like."

—Andrew Cohen

Wishes

"Be careful what you wish for...you might just get it."....was said to me a long time ago. Very true. I have searched for "God" for a very long time. My mother prays all the time. She has been very ill lately. My family thinks it is all in her mind. She is 83 years old. A very loving creature. She is in the beginning of what the doctors say is "dementia". Beside all points made, she suffers. I just love her. I don't know what else to do.

Anyway, as I said, I have searched for this being named "God". Wonders of wonder. Perhaps some people feel the need to believe in a wonderful being named "God". I believe in love. As the saying goes, "love conquers all". I also believe in hate. To hate what is wrong. Government being at the top of the list.

What makes me happy??? To wake up every morning with a knowing that my heart is in the right place. I have hurt no one. Back to wishes...make them count. The world is full of suffering but it is also full of love. Kindness makes the biggest difference. So much easier than being mean.

Happy Dance