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Once upon a time, there lived a little girl. More than anything in the whole wide world, this little girl wanted to be loved. She searched many, many foreign places for love. She kissed many toads for love. She loved and she loved and she loved. The more she loved, the harder it became. Her tiny little heart was fading. Layers and layers of molten skin were binding her. Finally, the little girl exploded. She began lashing out at everything and everyone in sight. Bolts of lightning were striking all she touched and did not touch. She began to spin out of control. As she spun, rings and rings were spinning off of her painting the earth. Many colors began flying throughout the air. Suddenly, she was naked. She looked into the water and there, she found her love. Now, to find the prince…

Wednesday, December 4, 2013

Beyond Darkness


 
Beyond darkness
lies truth
Beyond darkness
reveals
a life so extraordinary
only
I can expose
 
Beyond darkness
lives love
lives facts
lives now
 
Beyond darkness
the angels sing
in harmony
of a life so lived
so fulfilled
trumpets play the welcoming game
 
Beyond darkness
lives reality
take this life and live
a life of love
 
Beyond darkness
the light is shinning
Stand in the light
and expose darkness
 
All is good
in the life of creativity
 
Life, love, and laugh
most importantly,
love.


Wednesday, November 13, 2013

Secrets

 
The secrets I could tell
 
so many
 
secrets
 
I withhold
 
because I don't judge
 
an empathic heart here
 
only listens
 
to understand
 
we are not perfect
 
yet perfect in every way
 
everything that happens
 
happens for a reason
 
so...
 
I keep secrets
 
only to express the truth
 
my truth
 
we are only human
 
give ourselves a break

Mistakes

 
There comes a time in life
 
when you just "know"
 
not to make the same mistake again
 
The "little voice" in your head
 
the "flutters" in your stomach
 
Intuition takes hold
 
Finally being strong minded
 
I will  listen to that voice
 
So much beauty on this earth
 
Why waste a single moment
 
Of  making the same mistake again
 
Life is awesome!
 


Sunday, November 10, 2013

Trusted Friends



  •  
  • She walks with me, she sleeps with me
  • she is my trusted friend
  •  
  • we connect with the elements
  • to the trees, the wind, the clouds
  • nature's own...
  •  
  • she does not detect nature's warnings
  • warnings of a heart gone astray
  •  
  • let this poem end early
  • before
  • the heart astray

The poem will not end
the heart has more to say
to lose a beloved friend
for a year or two
is only cherished
when that friend returns

Just the simplicity of a "good morning sunshine"
makes me aware
of a love so strong
the connection
of divine love
still exists

Difficult to find
love on the same level
energy surging on the same vibrations
Once found
ever remaining

To this day
I am forever grateful
to more than words
can ever say
Friendship

my heart anchors for more
One day....
his heart
the "one"
not mentioned
will mesh with mine






Tuesday, October 22, 2013

Passion Unleashed

 
 
Passion soars
love
between a man and a woman
 
Passion soars
roaming these rooms
30 years of love
 
Passion soars
a place, a nook, a cranny,
there I turn
reality
returns
 
Passion soars
the love roams these rooms
I see your face,
your smile,
I see my love
 
Passion soars
children dance
children live
 
Passion soars
from the roams of your arms
a love existed
 
Passion soars
the love of our children
still remains
in every room
their laughter explodes
 
Passion soars
throughout the heartbreaks
Passion Soars
 
My mother
lost her passion
many years ago
what I see now
I cannot, will not repeat....
 
What one worries about
comes to fruition
I will always have passion
it is what makes me glow
 
A life so fulfilled
that only
passion knows
 
My life has been so
fulfilled
with my children
surrounding me
regardless
of their father
at hand
I know
I did  the best that I can
 
Passion still soars
with all these memories at hand
every room shares
a memory
which makes me sparkle
and smile
 
Passion lives
in my every desire
 
 


Friday, October 18, 2013

Magic in the Moon


 
Shattered
I closed the window
glass spewed
all amongst my paint
 
Magic in the moon
found tonight
as one glass
closes
another opens
as I returned
to the shattered
to pick up the pieces
tossed in the trash
one window shatters
another one opens
 
A lifetime of memory
bounces through my head
happy upon happy
to have what I have
 
Psychic emails
wants to reveal
the love of my life
a love I already knew
which was never real
 
Love
I have loved and lost
yet
I have loved and gained
 
In spite of it all
I have loved
 
What more would I ask
of this life of mine
that which I already have
 
Love
In my own space
In my own way
I have found love
Mostly,
I love myself.
 
If I had not found
this love of myself
I never would have
loved anyone else.
 
Love.
It goes around.
 

Wednesday, September 18, 2013

Grasshopper

 
 
Grasshoppers, fertility, happiness, abundance
taken to form
to hide
amongst whatever is in sight
 
Grasshoppers
a symbol of hope
a symbol of youth
a symbol
 
Grasshoppers
beauty
what is hidden
will be found in sight
 
Grasshoppers
a child's beauty
caught in hand
 
Only to let go
to become
what is
what was
to remember
a child's dream
a child's love
 
Grasshoppers
only to touch


Saturday, September 7, 2013

Paradise

 
24" x 30" Acrylic with glitz on canvas
 
Ebb of the flow of the moon
passion rage
just one kiss
a touch
willing to let go
 
ebb of the flow of the moon
years return
anguish fills
the soul soars
no one is in control
 
Ebb of the flow of the moon
freedom seeks
letting go
ego dissolved
 
Ebb of the flow of the moon
words ring out
courage within
consequences succumb
truth rings out
painful yet honest
 
Ebb of the flow of the moon
the universe knows
Creation of beauty
in the face of  anger
Creation rings
beauty returns
 
 
 

Thursday, August 29, 2013

Strength of a Wing

 
 
Strength of a wing
magically transports
a being's imagination
to flying free
 
Free to be
no limits
artistically
moved
by the thoughts
of flying free
 
Strength of a wing
so gently placed
reminding one
of a time not forbidden
 
A time where only
love exists
a time where no one is judged
a time where
all is good
 
Strength of a wing
brings courage and confidence
gratefulness and  thoughtlessness
Strength of a wing
Brings love
 
Strength of a wing
rising above
ego
 
Only seeing
being
defining
love
 
 
 
 
 


Sunday, August 25, 2013

Sensational Colors of Pleasure




Sensational Colors of Pleasure
 
 
Standing, walking, laying,
 
seeing, being
 
loving
 
meaning
 
Sensational Colors of Pleasure
 
 
Freedom, ringing,
 
breathing, singing,
 
feeling, touching
 
moving, nudging,
 
Sensational Colors of Pleasure
 
 
Silence
 
Beyond

with the angel on my shoulder

I experience
 
Sensational Colors of Pleasure


Thursday, August 15, 2013

Flamingos

 
Two flamingos
seen as one
they come together
destiny
rings
 
No past, no present, no future
just 2 flamingos
passing in time
 
Ancient history reveals
there was a reason
there was a rhyme
 
Past flamingos
one flies
the other one yields
 
How can a past
affect a future
past flamingos
learn the wills
 
Life catching up
to the future
which is present
 
Name no labels
it only degrades
 
Past flamingos
flirting as innocent
 
Past flamingos
they catch up with will
 
With all the love inside
of me
Past flamingos
had a will
 
Smiling
the love within
still exists
 

Tuesday, July 30, 2013

Leaf



A leaf
blown from its tree
drifts off
for all to see
 
A leaf
no longer attached
to its roots
left alone
picking up
energy
 
A leaf
left for the wind
swirling
miraculously
 
Over time
shining
brilliantly
 
A leaf
nature's beauty
left
alone
for all to see

Monday, July 8, 2013

Living Moth - Reflection

 
The living moth
it clings itself to a glass
what does it see
It sees itself
Another soul
another being
if you believe all animals, all plants, all insects are sentient
 
The living moth
can teach so much
nature is my way
learning
discovering
all that is alive
all that has been alive
since before humans exist
 
Be still
listen
watch and learn
nature has its way
as a bee
pollinates a flower
nature's way
then moves on
to the next lovely flower
nature has its way
 

Wednesday, June 5, 2013

"True To Thy Own Self"


18" x 24" Acrylic, Glitz on Canvas
 
 
Thoughts random
passing me by
circumstances
stand
learn to be quiet
focus
listen to my heart
guiding me
coincidences
collide
 
True to my own self
listen inside
forgo
random thoughts
stop
listen
awareness
within
knowledge
wisdom
prevails
truth
of my own
 
Silence, no response
Truth speaks
louder than words
 
True To Thy Own Self
Peace
Joy
Happiness
Calming
With no reaction
Only love
lives within


Sunday, May 19, 2013

Seeing, Feeling, Being, The Depth Within


 
Go within
the heart feels
the heart sees
the heart speaks
 
You are not the father
of my child
you are not the imagination
of what might have been
 
You do not earn the right
to care for
someone who is not yours
 
You lost that right
when you lost me
 
Go within
seek  deep
my conscious
does not require you
 
Your money has no boundaries here
 
Go within
Go away
I do not need a sacrifice from you
 
Just simply
go away

And then...
the pure heart
cleanses
in the light

Am grateful
you are still here
for him....


Monday, May 6, 2013


 
18" x 24"
Acrylic on Canvas with Glitz
 
"Wind"
 
Wind blows
you cannot see it
can only feel it
 
I climb inside
into a photographer's mind
 
Wind
You cannot see it
Only feel it
 
Yet
a photographer captures
an image of the wind
 
The weathervane
a scientist's venue
mantles its pieces
to depict
the wind
 
The instrument
tells which way it is blowing
 
An artist
climbs inside
and becomes
the wind
 
You can feel it,
you can sense it,
you can breathe it,
but
you cannot be the wind
 
The soul lights up
then
begins
to become the wind
 
Lighting the way
shining upon the particles
the molecules
the atoms
 
Finding what's lost inside
the wind becomes the soul
connecting
to all
 
A love so strong
the mind stronger
withstanding all
the wind
 
Find the love
find the joy
find the happiness
in being
 
Much more than just the wind
 
 
 
 


Sunday, April 7, 2013

Botanical Celebration


 
Botanical gardens
celebrate
flowers growing
freely
no resistance
to the human feeling
withstanding the winds
the weather
standing tall
withstanding humans
who think at all
botanical gardens
only knows nature
nature to strive
nature to be
botanical gardens
your light
shines upon me


Monday, March 18, 2013

 
 
When no words speak
only the heart feels
there you will find
sparkles in the dark
 
Love so magnificent
love so aimless
Yet it touches the heart
 
Sparkles in the dark


Wednesday, February 27, 2013

 
Heaven on Earth
 
I believe in love
soul touching soul
chemistry connecting
feelings felt
waves vibrating
I believe in love


Sunday, February 3, 2013



Flowers for Clyde
 
Rest in peace sweet man!
 
You will be missed!
 
 Clyde was my mother's boyfriend.  He died today at a nursing home at 3:15 p.m.  I was told he died peacefully, just like my dad.  He was 88 years old.  My mom was able to visit with him last week, yet, he didn't respond.  My mom will be told tomorrow that he has passed on. 

Life takes many twists and turns.  Until you live it, you can't understand it.  Love is what is in my heart right now.  My mom constantly reminds me of how her life sucks at 84 years old.  Yet, I am determined to turn that around.  Can't hurt to try.  She has almost just given up on life.  Not me.  I will probably be 100 and kicking and bitching just to be alive!
 




Sunday, January 20, 2013

Pastel Oil
"Field of Dreams"
 
How are dreams formed
out in the fields
with the trees
the weeds
the grass
the flowers
and the moon
all shaping
changing
existing
living
 
Here's to the beautiful
full moon
with jupiter
1 degree
by it's side
shaping
forming
amazingly
exciting
life
 
After the sun goes down....
 
"You don't have a Soul. You are a Soul. You have a body."
  -- C.S. Lewis
 

Saturday, January 5, 2013

Connected

 
To feel you
is to feel all
the touch of your skin
the smell of your hair
love
connects
all
 
 
 
My first pastel oil art