Permission

Permission in life to proceed? Realizing that most of my life, I did not have "permission" to proceed. So why did I? It was that "inner voice". The voice which tells me, "do this, do that". What is that voice? What is that voice which lives inside of me putting all of humanity aside? To me, it is the voice of "life". The voice of what is real. Not knowing what is real except that "little voice" which whispers to me, "hey Holly, it is ok to be yourself". "You are only who you are". Respecting tryingly, except, knowing there is a "higher being". What exactly is that "higher being"? It is the movement inside oneself. It is the energy which seperates you from others yet respects others. So how did I differentiate? How could I take control and say, "hey, this is my higher self speaking, to say something which I believe needs to be said?" It doesn't exist. I can only be me. Hoping I am on the right path. Follow your instincts. Being the instinct of part horse/part human, according to my horoscope, which vaguely means me, I just do. Yet, knowing me, a being full of love, I just do, hoping it turns out right. Harm no one. It is not "within me" to harm. So, hopefully, and what is hope? "How can you hope for something which one already knows"? So, again, what is hope? It exists within oneself. Hopefully, one full of love, one full of magic, one full of love.