Realizing
why I am angry
ego
ego wants
what it cannot have
ego
to love someone
so much
yet circumstances
keep you apart
to love someone
who you've held in your heart
who you've tangled with your body
ego
not mine
his worries of what others will think
his worries of doing the "Godly" thing
which in turn is really humorous
being Catholic
it is ok to have an affair
but it is not ok
to divorce
funny
live the lie
live the pretense
while your heart yearns
for the one you love
do the "right thing"
stay in a non intimate marriage
spread your joy of being alive
if that's what you call
"being alive"
ego
yeah
funny thing
he is only a man
hmm
anger
flew out the door
the second
my love
returned
to his heart
the second
our bodies entangled
reaching higher
than ever before
connection
of true love
and no
no such thing as
"you can do better than me"
how ridiculous is that
to tell the heart
it can do better
i sit
i wait
with this smile on my face
with a knowing
of
true love
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