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Once upon a time, there lived a little girl. More than anything in the whole wide world, this little girl wanted to be loved. She searched many, many foreign places for love. She kissed many toads for love. She loved and she loved and she loved. The more she loved, the harder it became. Her tiny little heart was fading. Layers and layers of molten skin were binding her. Finally, the little girl exploded. She began lashing out at everything and everyone in sight. Bolts of lightning were striking all she touched and did not touch. She began to spin out of control. As she spun, rings and rings were spinning off of her painting the earth. Many colors began flying throughout the air. Suddenly, she was naked. She looked into the water and there, she found her love. Now, to find the prince…

Thursday, August 20, 2009

Ending


After ending a long time relationship

a relationship which was leading nowhere

a relationship with a married man

I took my quilts

I took my pillows

and went outside

and slept on the deck with my dog

Betty


The feeling to run

the feeling to flee

took me outside

into the night


The relationship was going nowhere

even with our vacation plans

it was going nowhere

I ended it

saying "let me go"


Gracefully, he did

all the hopes

all the dreams

disappeared into the night


This morning

the morning star

still shone bright


After rain chased me back

into the night

into the house

soaking me

and my quilts

and my pillows


This morning

the morning star

still shone bright


The ending is not an ending at all

we still remain friends

yet

with no hopes

no dreams

just being ourselves


The morning star

shines on

a lover for me

will appear

with no hopes

no dreams

only to be

with me

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