Energy

16 " x 20 " Acrylic on Canvas with Ink

Use to be I could pick up on negative energy
not today
Use to be I could dwell on negative energy
not today

It's been almost 4 years since my daughter
has spent the weekend with her father
so yea
energy is flowing
how do I recover
or do I attempt
or do I just let it flow

not knowing
the outcome
not knowing
the realization

I don't

I can only take today
cannot predict tomorrow

so

how do I deal
with something that feels
totally wrong???

I let go
I trust in the universe
to bring only goodness
only magic
to the lives of the ones
who have done no wrong

This love
which dwells inside of me

I know
it can harm
I know
it can hurt

Yet
still I trust in the love
of the universe
for it's children
it's borne

Letting go
letting flow
yes
that is me
a love
so surrounded with goodness
to evade all darkness

Even though I know
it is all the same
I especially want the light
for inside of me
I know
there is an evilness
churning

Waiting
Waiting
to put out the light

Yet
when one sees
there is no darkness
here is no lightness

then yes
it is only good
watch over my child
protect her being
that is all I ask of

ask of who????

Millions of thoughts
digested each day

Look for the good
and it you will see
it wasn't me
it wasn't him
it just was
of times
long ago

Change
yes change
for all I know is a heart's desire
a desire to be love

So tired of fighting
life is
make a choice
choose love.