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Once upon a time, there lived a little girl. More than anything in the whole wide world, this little girl wanted to be loved. She searched many, many foreign places for love. She kissed many toads for love. She loved and she loved and she loved. The more she loved, the harder it became. Her tiny little heart was fading. Layers and layers of molten skin were binding her. Finally, the little girl exploded. She began lashing out at everything and everyone in sight. Bolts of lightning were striking all she touched and did not touch. She began to spin out of control. As she spun, rings and rings were spinning off of her painting the earth. Many colors began flying throughout the air. Suddenly, she was naked. She looked into the water and there, she found her love. Now, to find the prince…

Monday, June 20, 2011

Clouds & Dolphins







Three 14" x 18" Acrylic with Glitz on Canvas














She text me the first time thanking me for my warning. Said she had been reading my letters and poems and sobbing all morning. She said I was right. He would never change. What followed was over 100 texts of a life I once lead. Police busting down door. Him being handcuffed and carried off to jail. Order of Protection. 3 months of separation. His profession of changing. Moving back home again ... a changed man. But guess what, he doesn't change. The cycle begins again. She says to me, "you're right...he'll never change". The texting continued throughout the day. Texting of "real life" as he arrived home. Memories of how it use to be. In the end, she got out. Broken yet ready for healing. She has a long road ahead of her. It is a beginning. As for myself, I'm not her, haven't been for 7 years. Abuse is not accepted in my life. Truth, beauty, and love. My life is beautiful. As for her, who is she...my ex's wife. The letters she referred to...were e-mails from Dan...the man who helped me find the truth. Finally, this book is closed.
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