From: hceragioli
To: Dan
Date: Wed. 16 Nov 2005
"When you actually 'see' a person in their own environment, you truly appreciate and respect that being. When you hear a person speak in their real voice, they become real. I will try very hard to convey what I am feeling. Maybe, in your world, which I have to say, is very much like mine and yet very much not like mine, you 'control' yourself. You 'reflect' what you want the world to see of you. In my world, the old world was controlled, my 'new world' is mine. I can't 'control' something when I don't know what it is I truly want or don't want. I truly don't believe I have ever loved anyone. Since I found the true love in my heart, I 'know' I have never experienced 'true love' with another being. I don't know why but my heart cries for you. But...after seeing you in 'your reality', my words won't come. I truly don't know where these tears are coming from that are falling down my cheeks...when I figure it out...I'll let you know. You are the purest soul I've ever not met and I guess the tears are coming from my feeling 'dirty'. This is how I have felt all of my life. It doesn't seem to matter how hard I try to 'straighten' out my life...I can't seem to get the 'dirt' off...there's someone who always makes me feel like "I'm not good enough". Well, I can't deal with this anymore. I'm taking the skin off and leaving it here.
...I watched all three of your videos tonight...your flowers are beautiful....but your operas....brought me here....I was such a fool, forgive me."
About Me
- Holly Stephenson Ceragioli
- Once upon a time, there lived a little girl. More than anything in the whole wide world, this little girl wanted to be loved. She searched many, many foreign places for love. She kissed many toads for love. She loved and she loved and she loved. The more she loved, the harder it became. Her tiny little heart was fading. Layers and layers of molten skin were binding her. Finally, the little girl exploded. She began lashing out at everything and everyone in sight. Bolts of lightning were striking all she touched and did not touch. She began to spin out of control. As she spun, rings and rings were spinning off of her painting the earth. Many colors began flying throughout the air. Suddenly, she was naked. She looked into the water and there, she found her love. Now, to find the prince…
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