I decided to take the day off today. Interestingly, I have been on this computer chatting all morning. The 24 year old man I am chatting with is from Egypt. He asked me to be his friend about a week ago on Jango. He is a history teacher which I found impressive. During our chat, he asked me what my religion was. I told him I had no religious beliefs. He said he wanted to learn more. Right before the topic of religion came up, he said he was in love with me. He's never known real love before and that he pays egyptian girls for it 3 days a week. That was the only way he could get love. I explained to him that he wasn't in love with me - it was my spirit which was attracting him. He declared it was real. I told him I was only a fantasy to him. Of course, that took me to one of the conversations I had had with Dan many years ago. Dan, too, was only a fantasy man. Later, it occurred to me that every man who has been attracted to me were wounded men. Even Bob. Wondering when I will be with a whole man. Someone who is not wounded, perhaps someone healed - like me.
Translation: "Survival but continued fighting in the heart and soul; writing is sitting the trial itself." ..................................................
ReplyDeletevery wise!