About Me
- Holly Stephenson Ceragioli
- Once upon a time, there lived a little girl. More than anything in the whole wide world, this little girl wanted to be loved. She searched many, many foreign places for love. She kissed many toads for love. She loved and she loved and she loved. The more she loved, the harder it became. Her tiny little heart was fading. Layers and layers of molten skin were binding her. Finally, the little girl exploded. She began lashing out at everything and everyone in sight. Bolts of lightning were striking all she touched and did not touch. She began to spin out of control. As she spun, rings and rings were spinning off of her painting the earth. Many colors began flying throughout the air. Suddenly, she was naked. She looked into the water and there, she found her love. Now, to find the prince…
Sunday, October 17, 2010
Chapter 7 - Moment of Truth
The year 2003 through 2004 was my most difficult year. He left or rather, he just didn't come home in June, 2003 and we divorced in April, 2004. It was horrific. It was harder than when my dad died and my brother died. He was killing me and my kids daily. I can't relive that year. I don't want to relive that year. The years following are more important. I learned to love myself again. I learned so much and am still learning but more importantly, I am living.
Funny, my ex would say to me, quite often, when I asked him a question, "are you writing a book, call it a mystery and leave that chapter out".
Yes, I did discover the mystery. Many mysteries. I have always been a curious creature and it feels so good to be able to be me once again. Have also discovered to protect myself from predators.
As far as love, as Dan once said to me, "I have all the love I need in my life", now I can say, "so do I".
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