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Once upon a time, there lived a little girl. More than anything in the whole wide world, this little girl wanted to be loved. She searched many, many foreign places for love. She kissed many toads for love. She loved and she loved and she loved. The more she loved, the harder it became. Her tiny little heart was fading. Layers and layers of molten skin were binding her. Finally, the little girl exploded. She began lashing out at everything and everyone in sight. Bolts of lightning were striking all she touched and did not touch. She began to spin out of control. As she spun, rings and rings were spinning off of her painting the earth. Many colors began flying throughout the air. Suddenly, she was naked. She looked into the water and there, she found her love. Now, to find the prince…

Sunday, September 11, 2011

8 Years



I will not cave



8 years of



"it'll be ok"



you may forgive



but not me



the years of angish



still engulfs me



the nights of holding our children



because you weren't there



will not leave me



the spiritual



the love side



wants to forgive and forget



yet



not this time



I am only human



you weren't there



you mother fucker



you weren't there



the pain



the angish



the unforgiveable sin



of not being a dad



when you were



fuck you



if you suffer now



i do not care



stop manipulating our children



for the affairs of your divorce



you totally screwed up



caught



I will not bend



you deserve everything you get



to think



I once loved you



will never exist



your charms



will not work on me again



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