Through my journey, I experienced a time where I did not feel female nor male. I felt complete. I felt whole. To experience that was a social issue. A friend, was unsure as to whom I desired. I felt that funny. Why would she care? Not a good place to be. Being judged. Making a "mark" upon me. I am a person. Truly alive. With and without feelings. To feel good seems to be an injustice in today's times. I am judged upon who makes me feel good??? How crazy is that?? Why would anyone care who/what/why turns me on? Suddenly, the cringe in the stomach. Why? Why does anyone else care what makes another feel good? Strange to me. The feel of a loving touch. The feel of being human...turns me on. Feeling the fleshness of a sensual touch. It just feels good. Why is that so hard for a human to swallow? Why is it so hard to resist human at its best? Were we brought up to say that "human touch" was bad? I don't know. Don't care. I only know what feels good to me. That is...human touch.
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