Ohh. Had to go back to dentist today. At our last visit, my daughter, was founded to need a filling. I needed a crown. So. As one can imagine, it was not a very good day. Yet, it was. We did what needed to be done in order to continue.
Sometimes it is not "fun" to do what needs to be done. The whole right side of my face is still "numb". I go back in 3 weeks for the permanent. They tell me it will not be as bad.
Temporary waiting on the permanent. A gold crown will, yet again, be in place. The last time was when my daughter was just a baby. We saw a baby today as we waited in the "waiting area". He was so cute. His name was "Robbie". 9 months old. As I sat watching him, I realized how smart this little being was. He went after all "electronics". Then, suddenly, a "darkness" overwhelmed me. Yes, as this numbness is still is. I could not get over this little, tiny being, reaching out to "electronics". It was quite amazing, yet, still numbness.
Growing too fast? The love, the life, the whatever, missing inbetween.
Old, traditional as it may sound...taking the time, to soak in, yes, soak in, all which was before...makes me, and yes I say only me, takes time to realize ....it is the importance,
just watch and see....if you have it all figured out... then what use are you to me??? Yes, my side of the face is still numb...yet, the memories of that numbness still surround me..
About Me
- Holly Stephenson Ceragioli
- Once upon a time, there lived a little girl. More than anything in the whole wide world, this little girl wanted to be loved. She searched many, many foreign places for love. She kissed many toads for love. She loved and she loved and she loved. The more she loved, the harder it became. Her tiny little heart was fading. Layers and layers of molten skin were binding her. Finally, the little girl exploded. She began lashing out at everything and everyone in sight. Bolts of lightning were striking all she touched and did not touch. She began to spin out of control. As she spun, rings and rings were spinning off of her painting the earth. Many colors began flying throughout the air. Suddenly, she was naked. She looked into the water and there, she found her love. Now, to find the prince…
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